some more feelings, direct dil se....

Na jaane kya khata ho gayi hamse,
Vo naaraz ho gaye hamse.

Na kuchh bola na kuchh suna,
Bus kar liya faisla aur door ho gaye.

Samajh nahi aata ki sunae kaise haal-e-dil,
Gar jo sunte the abhi tak, ab sunna nahi chahte.

Aankho me paani, dil udas rehta hai;
Hothon pe hasi nahi, mind kaam nahi karta hai.

Advice leta tha unhi se har problem me,
Ab kya karoon, yeh samajh nahi pa raha.

Har problem ka solution hota hai,
Kisi ka hard to kisi ka easy hota hai.

Bus dhoondh raha hoon us solution ko,
Jo karde sab thik, lauta de khushi unke face pe.
Aur khatam kar de saare misunderstanding ko.
Aameen......

A Poem

Jaane kyon zindagi ki raftar tham si gayi hai. Sarpat daudti car ko break lag si gayi hai. Bas thodi door rah gayi thi manzil, par kyon yeh baarish padne lagi hai.

Yeh dharti yeh ambar, sab mere liye hai. Jahan ki sab khushiyan, mere liye hain. Par kyon yeh baarish padne lagi hai.

Uth. Jaag. Yeh baarish nahi hai. Yeh hai teri pariksha, par teri manzil wahin hai. Na doori badi hai, na shakti ghati hai, toh yeh chinta kyon aane lagi hai.

Badna hai aage. Is manzil ko chhona hai. Yeh manzil sirf ab mere liye hai. Ji karta hai is manzil ko chho loon, bikheru khushiyan aur sabke aansoo le loon.

No Non-Veg

Well, I started taking Non-Veg in Nov 2004 due to force of my friends. At that time, it was beginning so we explore a lot and taste all type of foods. but personally i was not feeling good at it. and not able to stop it also. Thus this thing was going on........

after a gap of nearly 3 years, i decided to stop it completely. There were many reasons for doing it. but the main thing is that I finally decided that I will leave it completely.

Now its more than 6 months, I have not taken any non-veg item even eggs too and I can see a lot of changes mentally and physically. I feel more fresh. My immune system is improved and.. and.... and......

Basically it was hard to do as my most of friends were non-vegetarians and it was hard to control my desire to have it in their company. thanks to God that I got some new friends who are pure vegetarian and then it become smooth.

I feel good that at least I was able to keep my promise by doing it................

Now I have to work on my fitness and control my tummy!

Getting Ready for a change in life

Hi,

These days I am going through a different kind of phase in my life. I am feeling a lot of pain in a relationship. Earlier I was trying to handle it and it was disturbing me a lot. I was becoming panic all the time. Suspects others and overall was not happy all the time.

but since when I have decided that I will give it last chance now and handle it with full wishes to make it smooth. and if somehow it will not be handled, i will come out of it without being feared of 'लोग क्या कहेंगे'. after all they will know the true part of it someday and then things will be fine again. I will not spend too much time on this as spending more time will also be troublesome to keep my head cool.

wish me luck for that........
I come out of this tricky situation as soon as possible.